Ini merupakan lanjutan dari “A Still Weekend”, bagi yang belum baca, dipersilahkan membaca terlebih dahulu..hala
Ok, where should i start..em setelah hari itu, keadaan tak bertambah baik dalam diri g..lalu tanpa sengaja ketika membuka blog Bo Sanchez..g menemukan 1 artikel that really change my paradigm..u should read too..Artikel itu bercerita tentang gambar diri, siapa sebenarnya diri kita yang merupakan anak-anak God..
Seperti menemukan suatu kebenaran yang luar biasa, g langsung lari menuju kamar g yang kecil (em sori tapi bukan kamar kecil, tapi kamar g mang kecil.hoho)..G lalu menenangkan diri, mencari hadirat God dan mulai menangis..G merasa rantai-rantai yang mengikat g sekian lama mulai jatuh satu persatu, segala kesombongan g yang mengira g bisa menyelesaikan semuanya itupun hancur..Teringat suatu kata yang bagus “Beban yang kaupikul itu bukan dari-Ku, lepaskanlah semuanya itu karena kuk yang kupasang itu enak dan bebankupun ringan”.
Saat itu g seperti mendengar suara God : “Engkau berharga”..2 patah kata yang sangat simple, engkau berharga..tapi terdengar seperti ini di telinga g..
My sons, you are worthy to me, you are beautiful, wonderful and powerful and I loved you so much..I always give you the best I can give..may be you’re not seeing tons of paper called money around you or tons of gold or diamonds..but i have already given to you something much more precious than those..
You see, all of my creation?.I created for you my son..The sun so there is light when you work at day.The stars so you can enjoy your night while resting..The clouds, mountains, flowers so you can gaze for a moment and see how beautiful the world is..you see, Ii give everything for you..I also gave my life..I died for you My son..And now you are not gonna die, you will live forever..Have you ever think how worthy every single blood that dropped from My body is..believe Me there is no one can afford it..You see, I even gave my life for something that really important to me and that is you..
I also have already given the greatest gift you’ve ever known..that’s the Holy Spirit inside you..The same Spirit that came 2000 years ago in Me..With that you have an authority to command all of my creation, you’ll never alone and there isn’t any power that greater than the Holy Spirit inside you..you’ll never know how mighty your words, your actions and you are..
And the talents I gave to you..I have prepared you to something that you’re never imagined before..I am preparing you to be the ruler of cities, nations and world..So don’t ever look down your talents..but keep using and improving it..Someday you will rule My Kingdom too..
Don’t listen to others that envy you and want to destroy you..Just listen to Me..There is so much things I want you to know, I want to walk with you every single day, I want you to see My glory, I want to see your smile..
I want to embrace you every moment and whisper I love you my son. . .