in.spirit.ation

Man can only sow..
But God can give growth..

Man can only create airship..
But God can create infinite sky..

Man can only create watch..
But God can create time..

Man can only fight..
But God can give glory..

Man can only live..
But God can give meaning in life…

I believe that life is some kind of a battle…

Since i fight in every single day…

My fight is not against unjustice, evil, hypocrisy…
Not against a race, faction, group or any sins’ people…
Not against disease and poorness

Not so splendid my battle is…

It just a small battle which remain unknown for anyone..
Since it happens in me only..

Every day i fight with myself, against my flesh, egoistic, evil-minded, lust…
Against sloth and every weakness i have…

There is no day that ended without battle wound…
My defeat is uncountable.. Even there is time that i have to give up…

But the point is…That life is not about winning or losing or what happens today…
The point is that i keep ready to fight in the next day…
This battle will never end as long as i am alive…

I don’t know what the meaning of life and this battle are…

All i know is…Everytime i woke up in the morning…

I realize, i have to do my best.. Since this my battle in the name of God…